THE FATHERLESS CHILD

Everyday I wake up I feel something is missing

A piece of me is missing that I couldn’t control

You were the main cause of our family break up

the disrespect you had towards my mom was miserable

All the lies and storytelling will come back to you

Shady times but God will always shine

You broke me down mentally, so in life I can’t shine

That true fatherhood I had, had gone missing

I Was your only bloodline there for you

Went the extra mile for things you couldn’t control

Kept giving you chances but you wanted to be miserable

Had to realize this life we live doesn’t surround you

At some point in life I saw downs turn to ups

Turn the Impossible to possible to be able to shine

You the only one that feel regretful and miserable

However a piece of my heart was still missing

God told me you can only control what you can control

I wish the best to you

When you broke me down, you only cared for you

Took a while to realize that, I had to wake up

You thought you had my life in full control

Disrespected my career, you never wanted me to shine

The success stories/and endeavors I have you are missing

But you want to be miserable

You tried your best to make me feel so miserable

Everytime you called it was always bullshit with you

You may have gave me life but as a father you are missing

I wanted to quit so many times but I never gave up

Realized I have God on my side, I will always shine

My own dynasty is now in full control

If you want change for yourself take control

Holding grudges against me will make you more miserable

I still want you to shine

Will I ever get an apology from you?

To get that i have to be the one to bring the convo up

Well that answer will forever be missing